oubliette
June 15, 2009
i remember when i started thinking that maybe i was missing pieces of the puzzle and so it was better to make no decision than it was to make the wrong decision. i was 20. i remember being joyful. i remember loving my life and all the people in it. i remember losing that feeling and going to a very dark place where all of that was gone. it took me nearly a decade to come back and when i decided to start trusting and loving again and that didn’t go so well.
it’s been nearly 10 months since i decided i was not going to waste anymore time in that broken place. sometimes it still stings when i think about it.
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