yes, i think you are afraid of something.
I’m okay with getting old and I am okay with not being alone. I think it’s a fine thing to find a person you want to make a life with. it’s not necessarily out of weakness or fear that we embark on this sort of journey with another.
I think that sometimes I disagree with people – even the people I love. I don’t think its effortless – because nothing in life is effortless. our tiny brains fuck stuff up – it is the nature of things. humans misunderstand and communicate poorly. that is the nature of language and the beauty is in finding that person who is willing to step back and rethink what they just did or what just came out of my mouth because every time you learn to communicate better it brings you one step closer to that absolutely intuitive way of interacting with a person you really know, appreciate, and love. so yes, I ask the question, what are you afraid of?
